So I am writing to you from my local public library. I'm on break inbetween classes. I don't know if you all, whoever reads this, knew but I started college in August and lets just say I enjoy it but I'm very lazy. I'm still at my current job, its gotten a bit better but like those tedious jobs, its very boring. My financial status is: "Really broke" I'm even doing bad in one class cause I can't afford a book with my meager pay. I owe so much money to certain things its not even funny. One of these days I'll just call it quits....just kidding. Life has actually done a complete 180, not a 360 because its not yet that great but I've begun to fall pretty hard for a guy in my old school. There was a lot of drama with him and my ex but all thats cleared up. I apparently lost my ex as a friend because of it, which I think quite frankly its immature but what can I do. I care deeply for my ex but I no longer talk to him cause of the way he treated me.
Right now its Peter who's on my mind and hopefully it'll all turn out good, if not oh well, it's life. Overall I think I'm doing better but theres still an amazing amount of stress on my shoulders with every expectation I have to live up to. Either way I'm better.
P.S. My mood's not lonely, I just can't change it in the library.